I find sometimes that I feel inspired to write something here but then get bogged down because of my use of language, my love for scriptures, and certain teachings that I feel a deep resonating oneness with and for. So I want to share briefly about these three things and then they will not be on my mind anymore.
In 1997….I had a very beautiful spiritual Awakening to the experience of the Divine, of God….through and as….. the Divine Mother. It was quite startling for me, as I had never thought about God…. in terms of the Feminine aspect and had felt very content with the symbol and experience of God as Father. However, this being a direct Revelation, a spiritual Impartation from Source…. to and for my Consciousness and Heart…. it was very powerful and took root…. deep deep deep in, as and through my Soul. In that instant, the Feminine Face of the Godhead entered into me fully and has been been with me ever since.
It is not that I believe God has any gender (and this is NOT a gender issue) or is actually a mother or father as we know such to be humanly….no, its nothing like that. All I can say is that that particular experience opened my consciousness to a new level of intimacy, awareness, experience and love…. with and for the beautiful Omnipresent Spirit that I had devoted my life to Knowing and Being consciously One with and As. I recognized that this was given to me as a gift of Love to help me awaken to my current Reality as Her created Beloved….. for the Divine Energy of the Feminine Nature ignited my Being at a level that had been untouched up to that point.
Because of this…..often I use feminine language in speaking about spiritual matters and experiences. Not always…. but often. Other then the beautiful and Absolute Name of I/I AM for God….it seems like there is only….He, She or It, to choose from….and so, as I said… most often I use the feminine words.
For me, and others I know (and many more I am sure)this way of expression is more truly imbued with the Energy of the Divine that I increasingly feel and know….the nurturing, soft, gentle, open, all embracing, all inclusive intimacy of Oneness….which points the mind and heart to its real Experience....of, with and as... this Divine Presence... that of Oneness,Sameness and Infinite Love.
As far as Scriptures and specific teachings. I love scripture and am often inspired by them and inwardly taught through their presence coming to my awareness. It is not just from Bible scriptures but other sources as well. I have been graced with the company and the writings of many mystics of “old” and have also been deeply inspired and blessed…. in particular… with the modern day writings of Joel S. Goldsmith through his “Infinite Way”, Jesus….through his “A Course in Miracles”, the writings of Lillian Dewaters, Marie Watts, and my mentor and Friend of this present moment, Paul Gorman. When I share from any of these writings…it is because I experience the Truth so clearly through that sentence, scripture or paragraph, rather then because I am wanting to draw attention to any particular teacher or teaching.
So…that said……it’s time for a walk! 
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